Dad's 49th day

23Aug'2006 is dad's 49th day since he left us. I can feel that he is still with us, watching us but cannot see us. I feel so sad when I think about how he is now, is he lonely and my heart feel so painful. Mum prepared the required food to pray to dad. Not much relatives turn up for this praying. They only pass money to mum for the praying. He loves crowd & I hope dad will not feel sad that not much people come.